AIO about my partner using neigbhour pictures to m******
F34, been with my husband (37M) for 16 years now, married for 4y. We have 8 months old baby. Yesterday, when useing my husbands phone to take pictures of our son, I noticed 2 pictures of our neigbhour (F23) in his gallery. Long story short, after lying whole night he just confessed that he downloaded and masturb8 to them. đ€ đ I think there is no need to explain how I felt and how I feel after finding out. Worth mentioning that 12y ago he wasnt honest with me and was flirting with his friend, and when I found out he confessed that he fell in love with her. Obviously, I was young and stupid, so I forgave. But now Im being hurt again.
He is begging me to give him another chance and đ„đ„đ„ he wants to go to therapy đ€ according to my husband I should not be upset. Apparently I should not feel the way I feel now. Apparently he does not even like the way she looks and he thinks that its me who is now destroying our marriage because I simply can not forgive and forget (I know for sure that I will never be able to do so) Im not asking for any advices honestly, but could someone please explain to me if Im being paranoid?
Thank you in advance
Forgot to mention that I have ppa and ppd, so this situation just added another piece of sh** to my mental health issues. đ