Cursed food

What's the worst/ most cursed food or food combinations your ed made you think was acceptable to consume just so you wouldn't actually feel like you ate anything for real? Mine is ice blended with monk fruit because I thought eating the monk fruit/ erythritol blend from the package was a "bit too disordered" though I have done that too🤦‍♀️ I'm in recovery and it's actually unhinged what I used to do, thinking back on it.