2024 was a horrible year for me.

2024 was a year of loss for me. When I graduated UMSL in May 2024, I lost everything. I was trapped at home after moving out of my dorms. I spent most of my days in my room crying and blaming myself for my own failures in life, that is until I started walking around the block and later got a job at William Sonoma. Visiting UMSL has also helped me feel better. I don't know when I'll go back to work. I'm still struggling. I'm still scared to drive a car, I still have no girlfriend, I still live at home with my mother, and I still have no apartment of my own. I don't know if I'll ever have a life. If I turn 23 in 2025, and if I'm still not successful with driving, having a girlfriend, or having an apartment, then I'll just give up and remain this way forever.