Why did I think I had a chance?

I knew i didnt stand a chance for Georgetown SFS as an int, student asking need base financial aid. I knew my chances were low when i applied ane i had a 90 percent chance of not making it and even worse as GT dont offer fa to many int. Students... just so sad that I soent so much energy on this and i feel worthless now.. gotta lower the expectations.. i knew i did not deserve this college...somehow i daydreamed about getting in...

I thought 4.4 W with 13 Aps, 7 5s and 1510 would bring in me to the safe zone somehow.. when other intk students have even mire amazing scores... just so sad..