I just want a boyfriend and an admission decision

That's it that's the post

edit: the first post of mine that actually kinda blows up and gets awards and it's really this half-baked thought

edit 2: 1.1k?! Damn. At this point, I think the comments section has become something that I can't even describe. Hello to the girls, the gays, and the guys who relate! Make sure to take care of urselves (cheesy ik). Also, enough with the lame one-liners if you're gonna bother sending me a pm or leaving some comment down below it better be a 150 word why me essay and a resume of hobbies and shit 😤

edit 3,, 3/16/22: It really does get better you guys! No one is reading this now, but if you are, you're almost there! Stay strong.

for the record both of the things are now true :)