Frustrated the first day

Today was class reorganizing day. It was the first day for staff. This is my first year as an art teacher. I was given a 5,000 budget in may and I curated a well thought out list e a variety of things from blicks and amazon. There were some amazon packages today and NOT ONE item was from my list. It looks like someone just bought a bunch of bullshit art supplies like mini easels and chalky paints i didn’t even have on the list. My room needs organizing items which were also on the list.

I am so ANGRY! I cried so much this evening and feel so disrespected. I wanted my students to have meaningful projects and get to use good materials that I chose. I don’t know what to do