[TW: Suicidal Ideation] My Dad will never be satisfied.

He was the reason why I was suicidal for eight whole fucking months while job hunting, telling me shit like how I never took it seriously, downplaying my efforts, greeting me every morning in an angry tone about how I should look for a job, EVEN IF I WAS CLEARLY TRYING.

Now that I have a fucking job, he's constantly on my ass. Telling me about how I should have tried applying for big companies and criticized the way I work (I'm remote and I was just listening to music).

Fucking sick of his ass.