I feel like a failure among my peers

Growing up, AP liked to associate a lot with other Chinese families especially around Christmas time. It seems like their kids are all grown and work high tech jobs, in law school working in high paid professions.

Here I am unemployed and struggling with mental health. I deal with psychosis and am burdened with my mental health issues that has even lead to me breaking the law but was met with hospitalization and not legal consequences.

I feel like such a failure compared to other Asian kids I grew up especially the Chinese kids AP associated me with growing up.