Do you feel jealous of couples but fear falling for the wrong guy?

I just wanted to share something that’s been on my mind lately and see if anyone else feels the same way. Sometimes, when I see couples together—holding hands, looking happy—it does make me feel a bit jealous. I mean, who doesn’t want that kind of connection, right?

But then, reality hits hard. The fear of falling for the wrong guy is too real. Looking at the current situation—news,stories from friends—my hope that there are genuinely good men out there is very little. It feels like a gamble, and honestly, I’m terrified of making the wrong choice and ending up hurt or stuck in a bad relationship but at the same time I do want to feel how it feels to be in relationship,lol😭

Am I the only one caught in this weird mix of envy and fear? How do you deal with this?😭