Question for religious lgbtq people?

Did you discover religion at a later point in life or were you raised believing in it? Do you have religious trauma from childhood? Did you convert to a different faith? Did your family/community shun you for being lgbtq? Does your religion support lgbtq people?

Personally I’m kinda agnostic, kinda atheistic but I do participate in Jewish traditions and temple though I’m fairly new in my practices. The reason behind this is my heritage and I also love feeling a sense of community. I was raised Christian but my entire mom’s side of the family is Jewish. My mom converted to Christianity in high school and kinda forced my family to believe while we were growing up. I have a bunch of religious trauma and I almost didn’t make it out of childhood because of how much it affected me. My mom made me feel extremely unsafe being queer and she basically tried to do conversion therapy on me as soon as I kept repeatedly telling her I was a boy, I’m trans. I still sometimes feel guilty for my identity and honestly for me it’s hard to understand people who have faith because of what was done to me in the name of their religion.

I have absolutely no hate against religious people I just want to understand your story and what point of view you’re coming from. I shared a bit of my story because I feel like it’s going to come off less hostile if I explain why I’m asking this question. I’m just curious how many people still believe in the same thing they did in childhood, who converted later on, who switched religions. And who has religious trauma but their religion has helped them heal?