Should I get a pixie cut??

Hi all, as a woman with sensory issues I’ve always found my hair to be the most difficult thing to know what to do with. I love long hair and find it beautiful. But I cannot stand wet hair, my hair being in my face, windy days. I feel like I’m constantly fighting my hair. But I’m conflicted because I find it to be beautiful and my hair has always been a big part of my self-esteem. So I am scared I will get the pixie cut and hate it. I’ve tried faking a pixie cut and I do think it suits my face but I’m also just too scared to go for it. Has anyone on here gone short for sensory issues, and how was it? Was it a great decision that has improved your life as an autistic woman? Or did it not change much? I’ve attached photos. I went through a period of cutting my hair shorter and shorter, though never a pixie. Then decided to grow it out and absolutely hated it and I’ve been going shorter and shorter since then.