I messed up, will I find an OB? [on]

I'm almost 14 weeks. I didn't send out any referrals yet, I was waiting to announce and then ask others their experiences (our family dr also didn't make it sound urgent).

I'm calling around now, and it seems that most OBs that I'm calling are booked into July (my due date is May 30). It really hard not to cry, I feel like I'm going to get lost in this healthcare system. Am I screwed?