Book of Enoch had me sick to my stomach

So I just got the book of Enoch, because I had been interested in these mysterious fallen angels and the spiritual world in general, and I think the book is great for those who want to extend their bible knowledge. However I understand the fact that this book is not part of the canonical bible and for that reason is banned due to many people in the early years of the Common Era could not accept the book's accounts of angels, so it was scrapped from the bible. But the first chapters of the book really disgusted me. Specific the one where fallen angels had babies with human women that created some weird creatures and the description of the pits of hell really made me want to close the book completely. But im still gonna try to read this book and maybe encounter even more disturbing stories along the way. but I try to stay strong💪