7 months after discard and I’m still dying inside

I don’t get it! My exBPSO is so mean, sometimes I think his goal is to drive me insane… I now have panic attacks because of him, I’m on meds, I can’t sleep nor work, a lot of debt, and he’s just living his best life.

I wish I could go back in time and never go out with him at all. He never really cared about me and after we got married, he punished me over and over and I even can’t understand why.

I wish all his teeth fall apart