Update of my confession...

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. I LITERALLY FORGOT THAT I HAVE REDDIT. I JUST GOT NOTIFICATION AND SAW A COMMENT ASKING WHERE'S THE UPDATE 😭😭

But anyway.. here is the full long ahh storytime lol :3

(If you don't know, I was supposed to confess to him on Monday but I didn't have the courage to do so I planned to give the KitKats and the confession letter on Tuesday instead..)

On Tuesday, being the little bitch I am, I gave the KitKats and the letter to my best friend and told her to give it to the "H" guy. Didn't take too long for her to successfully give it to him but uh.. She doesn't know that it's actually from me so when the guy asked her who gave it, she simply said:

"Oh tak tau. Cuba tanya my name?"

So the next day on Wednesday, I was doing my duty (which is saying "good morning" to the students who arrived to the school) with my friends early in the morning. Out in the distance, I saw him. But keep it cool and greeted him as well. Though, he stopped right when he's near to me and asked:

"Siapa bagi benda yg semalam tu?"

Me being a dumbass replied with a "huh" for having such slow mind that's still loading. He then shrugged it off and said "takpela" and walked away. Very fast.

At rehat time, me and my friends went to our school's koperasi to buy some snacks. I asked my friends to wait for me before going to bilik kaunseling to grab our new clothes. At that fuckin time, he walked passed by with his friend... He instantly called me over to him and I tried to act chill... until he began to ask the same question...

"Siapa bagi benda semalam tu?"

I wanted to tell him that it was from me but I didn't want his friend to hear that so I had to be like "shoo shoo. private" and his friend immediately went away but still around the area, just not too close for him to listen. After that, I tried to say something but the words wouldn't came out from my mouth. It's like I'm mute or shit 💀 But he was patient with me and waited... well except my friends. They literally break the silence and said:

"Oh bang, dia suka kau la bang!"

"Dia yg bagi KitKat tu!"

And oh boy.. I wish my eyes could take a screenshot of his reaction and show it to you guys cuz he was so speechless broo 😭😭 His mouth was slightly opened and he didn't even move or talk. I was speechless too cuz ain't no way my friends just said that out loud.. I immediately apologized to him for not saying it properly and literally had to dragged my friends away from the scene to stop them from teasing both of us.

Me and my friends went to Bilik kaunseling and have a normal day again.. except I was stressed and nervous, thinking about what his reply would be...

Today (Thursday), our school always have morning prayer on Thursdays so I went there and then went back to my class at 7:03am when suddenly my eyes catches a glimpse of him in front of me. I was so shy so I had to look at the ground and pretend that I didn't see him. When I got back into my class, my friend who was behind me the whole time jumped in excitement and keep shaking me, saying:

"WOI DIA TENGOK KAU PASTU SENYUM!! WOI!!"

"KAU NI BODOD KE APA HAH? KAU TENGOK LANTAI BUAT APA!"

"KORANG YG ADA SCENE KDRAMA AKU YG SALTING GILA"

At first I was confused because why my friend is acting crazy then I heard her saying his name.

My mind just went like "wtf" moment because I really didn't expect him to smile at me. Not after what just happened yesterday 💀 So the whole day today was very chaotic with all of my friends cheering and teasing me about what had just happened. All of them were like:

"Ciee dia senyum kat kauu. Mesti dia suka kau kan?"

I didn't want to show how embarrassed I was but my cheeks just went so red whenever my friend teased me about it...

At rehat time, I decided to make another move to show some effort. I bought a butter pau and air tin and walked to his class with my friend. But I didn't really have he courage to just walk inside his classroom and gave it to him directly (like there's too many people in there, I don't want to embarrass myself). So I asked some of his classmates and told them to give it to him and also told them that it's from me and they could say my name. Then, me and my friend ran away so quick to our class 😭

(Spent like RM6+ on him and left with RM1 but ig it worths it)

Then I watched him from afar with my friends constantly teasing the shit out of me...

I guess that's all I have to say here.. typed for long time, my fingers are becoming kebas 💪

If you don't know, he actually didn't gave any answer to my confession since me and friends ran away from him and he was speechless. So I'm thinking that I should write another letter about my feelings once more and ask for his answer.

I bought some Pocky and mentos thing and wrote a letter for him. I also bought an egg tart with Oreo topping on top as well just in case... (it's caramel but I forgot what it was. It just looks like mentos. Maybe it is mentos?)

So it's whether he accepts or not.

If he rejects? Easy. I would tell him "oh okay!" and ask if we could stay being friends. I will move on and find another guy (kalau ada rezeki lol)

If he accepts? ...Idk.. Would he? I would hope so. I really want to spoil him with snacks lmao 😔

So that's all for (part 2?..) Maybe I'll make another part/update if I got his answer :) (also pls remind me if I haven't post anything for so long XD.. Been busy thinking about him that I forgot to make another post/update.

Anyways! will post sooner or later! Have a goodnight!