I guess he blocked me...

I understand now why they say don't check their social media. Just last night we were still friends and now it seems like I'm blocked. It's been 11 days NC. But I thought the door would always be open if we ever needed anything from each other. I haven't tried texting or calling but I don't think I'm going to. The fear that I'm blocked there as well and the confirmation of no response would just be too much.

I guess I really never meant shit to you did I? Maybe it's your way of trying to get over me. At least I know I was still on your mind. Maybe you found someone else, someone better. Maybe you're in so much pain too. Idk. It kills me to think that you'd have to block me when I didn't even do anything. Maybe this is for the best though. Trying to process and understand this whole breakup has been nothing short of pain and suffering. I'm trying to get through this but I just don't know how I'm going to.