i made a mistake.

so its been 5 months now since he dumped me and left me for his girl best friend. we have been STRICT no contact since, and he even blocked me when i didnt do anything???

they broke up last month and my dumbass decided to drunk text him on saturday asking how hes doing and he did not answer me once again. i didnt come at him saying i love or miss him, i simply just wanted to know how he was doing and i feel so defeated honestly.

but a part of me kinda took this as closure that be truly doesnt give a fuck.

how come all of these no contact breakup relationship coaches say that absence makes the heart grow fonder? his heart clearly has not grown fonder towards me even after this rebound who harrassed me all summer about how she stole my man already moved on to her next man in the matter of 2 weeks.

i just feel so worthless and not good enough, to not even get a RESPONSE ….. if anything the roles should be reversed and he should be the one texting me after how wrong he did me