How do you get over knowing you’re not wanted?

It’s been a month since he blocked me. I noticed he unblocked me on Facebook, but he doesn’t look at my stories, didn’t wish me a happy birthday, etc.

I thought this would get easier, but as we get closer to the time of year he and I started dating, I can only remember how much love there was in the beginning.

I’m certain he got the ick at some point and no longer wants me, despite telling me he does love me when we last saw each other. I fear I’m no longer even a thought in his mind.

I’ve never had this puppy-love-sick feeling before; every other day I’m a pathetic little wimp writing him poems and notes.

How do you deal with this pain?