Am I really Satan?

So I decided to do a run where I took the medicine. Then I named my character Satan for fun. I managed to get past the first stage without getting shot once then said out loud that I'm going to shoot myself for fun because I said it was alive this entire time. I wasn't counting track of the shells. I was just looking down when the shells were out then I shot myself with alive and then what I did is I said out loud spirits are telling me the next one is a live one too. Then I sawed off the barrel of my shotgun and I shot him winning the round