I feel so sad, just want to talk 🥲

I matched with a girl on Bumble, and we hit it off so well that I couldn’t believe it. she had two photos of herself. One was a photo of her face, but it wasn’t very clear, and the other was a full-body shot where her face was hidden. But just from her figure, I felt she was a good match for me. We talked about everything, and I felt like, for the first time in years, I could open up to someone so deeply.

We kept talking for about a month before we decided to meet at a café. And my first impression of her was, oh my god, she’s so beautiful and charming, i wonder why such a beautiful girl like her only has one or two unclear photos? Her smile made my heart melt. At first, I was a bit nervous when we met, but the date went really well. We talked about so many things, and I felt everything was perfect. We even held hands throughout the date. After about 5, 6 hours of talking, it was getting late, so I took her home and we planned for our next meeting. On my way back, I felt so happy, thinking that maybe I had finally found “the one.”

When I got home, I texted her to ask how she felt about the date. She said it was great, and we continued chatting as usual. But then, last night, I don’t know what happened. I don’t know if I said something wrong or if there was an issue between us. I spoke quite seriously about the relationship issue after she teased me about my ex-girlfriend. After that, the conversation became awkward, and I could tell she wasn’t happy and said she wanted to go to bed early (I’m really not sure if she was unhappy about this or if she just simply doesn’t like me). After we said goodnight, I opened Bumble in the middle of the night to re read our messages, and “BOOM” she had unmatched me.

I was shocked and confused, like my heart was being squeezed. I couldn’t figure out what had happened. I tried searching for her on every social media platform, Facebook, TikTok, Instagram but I found nothing.

This morning, I woke up with a heavy heart. Everything that seemed so bright yesterday suddenly turned dark and gloomy. I know we weren’t in a relationship yet, but it feels like I just lost someone I truly cared about. I want to cry, but I can’t, and it reminds me of the painful memory of when my ex left me for someone else.

Now, I feel lost and empty. It wasn’t until writing this line that I truly started to cry. I keep telling myself, ‘We weren’t even anything to each other. Why am I crying over a stranger?’ But I can’t help it, I feel so sad. Has anyone else here ever gone through something like this?

Edit: After swiping on Bumble for a while, I came across a new account of hers, and she still liked me, and we matched again. I have no idea what the heck is going on anymore.