i need help desperately

there is no help for a minor with no insurance. my life has been hell. my cat was fucking exucuted infront of me. my home burned to the ground and nobody fucking cares. im a person and not even you people care. how could all of you people that were hurt so badly when you were young ignore me over and over because im too young. there are no answers beyond money. "well theres this program if your abusers sign it to help you get away from them" "well theres this option through your insurance" "you need to move out" why wont you listen to me. no one ever hears me. im alive. why wont anyone help. i know i will be dead soon, and there is no help. i am homeless and hurt beyond repair, alone, and apparently forgotten. not old enough to be this hurt. i give up, no one is listening

edit: thanks for the one person that responded. none of you even care and i give up