What is your reason for staying alive?

If I'm being completely honest, I literally have no reason to stay alive. There's no reason for me to stay, and it just feels optional to continue living atp. I'm constantly struggling to find a purpose, have no goals or motivation, and constantly suffer as a result of trauma and issues (both past and present).

I've been dealing with suicidal ideation ever since I was a kid, so dying has been my only goal/ motivation. Besides the typical "but family and friends" answer (since most people don't have that option), what is your reason for staying alive? I'd love to read your responses

Edit: did I accidentally mark this as NSFW -

Edit 2: Sorry for the lack of responses, I've been quite exhausted, mentally and physically. However, I did legitimately read every response here. Even the smallest or silliest reasons were much appreciated. Glad that it's keeping you here and giving you the energy to heal and move forward. As for the people who are relating to this or aren't sure either, it's nice to know I'm not alone. It's also nice to know you're still here despite everything