i am a worthless person

i am lazy, apathetic, unambitious, im failing all my classes. i don't have a liscense, a job. i cant keep up with medication, i dont shower, i dont clean. i dont have any feelings. im told over and over by my parents that I'll never make it, im a failure, im not good at anything. i dont want to do anything. im not interested in being alive. i dont deserve to be alive.