How do I help my mom

I am 19 years old and I was diagnosed with schizophrenia back in 2023. I couldn’t attend college due to my illness, so now most of my days consists of me staying at home or hanging out with my grandma. I guess my mom is my caregiver but I feel bad for her. She has way more financial expenses because of me. (Hospital visits and medication) and her whole life revolves around me. I know my mother loves me but sometimes I feel like I’m a burden to her. Like I’m making her life harder. I was supposed to go to college and let my mom finally have some rest but then I got sick and now she has to take care of me more than she did when I was a child.