I'm a golem

My guardians paid to have my genitals cut up because it supposed to make me more productive. When I was with a girl I helped her finish mutiple times whenever we hung out. She had a vibrator that she used eveytime we had sex. At 1 point she even asked me about using a penis sleeve. I was ready to do what she wanted and she left me for someone else anyway.

I have a cousin who was born outside of the United States and he as been with the same girl for over 8 years already or more. He does not work, he lives on 1 floor with his 2 brothers, mom, dad, uncle and a dog. The sex must be really good. I can't even keep a girl even when she's having 2-3 orgasms while using a vibrator when we had "sex".

I really think I'm a failure of man.being beaten and abused by most adults as a child further cemented the idea that I am not allowed to enjoy life like eveyone else.

I was destroyed the moment I was cut.

All this to say, fuck mutilation. Cannabis is a savior.