I remember the surgery vividly

Tbh, I have not thought about my circumcision in a long time: When I was 5 years old (+30 now), my parents sent me to have circumcision surgery. There was no real medical need, just a trend thing I believe. To this day I still remember getting the local anaesthesia, I did not have narcosis. I remember even this as being extremely painful. This memory is very present.

I do wonder, whether this has affected me on a deeper level. My mental health has not been good, and I do wonder, whether some root cause could lie in this experience. What do you guys think?