Difficulty in Operations just went up 100fold

had a blast playing the last few weeks, I haven't been playing any multiplayer games since about a 2 years, because I just can't get into them anymore, due to work and not enough time to "git gud"
so I was pleasantly surprised, when Delta Force came along and the operations mode was "after work-friendly", played alot in the past weeks since it even was kinda fun
but today I'm on a 10-loss-streak, getting killed left and right in the first few minutes of the raid, idk what's going on it feels like the sweats are back, shortly before the new season comes out or something and it reminds me of why I left multiplayer games behind in the first place
thank you for attending my TED-talk