how do i forgive myself?
im a FA with Anxious preoccupied ex-partner. i sabotaged the most significant relationship ive ever been with because of my unresolved issues. i dont think i will ever forgive myself for hurting her feelings. its been a while since we cut contacts and im still out here lost in the past while shes probably moving on with her life. i just wish i wasnt so messed up to begin witj, i truly hope she finds what shes looking for. god knows how much i wanted to reach out but i dont think its a good idea.
how tf do i forgive myself. should i do one last attempt to salvage the mess or move over with my life, i dont exactly know how i could do the later. im just plagued with so many regrets