I'm quitting

I just beat dragons dogma 2 and was talking to the blue guy and I didn't know it was going to make me fight it again and I didn't know you had to use that godsbane thing so I got sent through the fight and the first fight took me 40 minutes (not joking) due to the fact I was under leveled, my pawns equipment was trash cuz I forgot about him, and I had like one enchantment on my sword, I'm not playing again till they add the feature where u can have multiple playthroughs and play magik archer