Fucked up bad and need advice
so long story short, I had a roll planned for tomorrow night with my friends at our other friend's house; we've been organizing it for a long time and we were all super excited about it. Yesterday night I was tripping off 2-cb, when I felt it coming down took 1mg of xanax (i have no tolerance) and like a fucking idiot, for no good or logical reason, i took around half an xtc pill i had (my guy was supposed to give me two 2-cb pills but gave me 1 xtc pill instead of the other 2cb) I just bit a piece off the pill, might've been around half, and swallowed it. AT 4 IN THE MORNING. I didn't even feel that much because I was on xanax, just mildly stimulated, no euphoria and even FELL ASLEEP after 3 hours and a half.
Today I'm worried I might've ruined this precious roll I couldn't wait to do, I don't know what was going through my mind taking some xtc at 4 in the morning knowing I had a roll planned two days later. I feel like a fucking idiot because of my impulsivity.
I wanted to ask you guys if I can still tomorrow night have a great time, it's my friends' first time taking MDMA and I haven't taken it since august (my first time) so I wanted it to be special.
Can I still roll tomorrow? Should I take slightly more than I would've taken normally?
Today I'm doing as much as I can to be in the best shape tomorrow, I took a bunch of supplements I have in my cabinet, I'm gonna go for a hard run later because I read it promotes serotonin production, also I'm trying to eat bananas or in general foods that contain as much tryptophan as possible, as well as drinking plenty of water. I'll also meditate later and try to get a good night's sleep tonight.
Do you think I'm fucked or can I still roll hard? I understand the comedown might be worse and I'm prepared to face it, but my biggest fear is having messed up this special experience with my friends.
Any advice will be greatly appreciated, much love❤️