Iwnbam

I will never have a biological family because I don't have a penis, I will never see my future beloved wife pregnant because I will never have the capacity of making her pregnant, I will never be able to experience the feeling of happiness in seeing my children running around the house while I make dinner with my future wife. My dream is to be a father, but I can't.

What is the point, after all? If I will never be a real man, I should just kill myself and reincarnate as one. My family hates me and they all see me as a mentally ill woman, I have nothing left to lose.