i'm committing to recovery.

this is it. no, i'm not underweight. no, i don't cry and shake at every bite of food. and no, i'm not even diagnosed. but my eating disorder is taking up so much of my life. it's made me into a person i don't want to be, and for what? i don't want this.

i'm finally going to make a commitment. i'm not going to do this anymore. no more restricting, no more bingeing, no more purging. i'm done.