Forget online edrecovery snark, how about the wild shit they made us do in treatment ð
So you're telling me drinking my ranch dressing because I didn't have enough carrots for it isn't disordered? Can I just have more carrots? Please???? I don't want to DRINK RANCH.
So why is eating strawberry cream cheese on my blueberry bagel disordered, but when I refuse to eat vegetable cream cheese on my chocolate chip bagel I'm being difficult??
When they gave me a slice of bread that was maybe the size of a 1/4 of a bread slice and a whole tbsp of butter for it ð just give me more bread at this point
I drank the wrong flavor of boost once so someone else's therapist made me drink the right flavor (double the amount too) and I spilled it on the table in front of her and called her a bitch
When they told me I made up my lactose intolerance so they fed me whole fat yogurt 6Ã a day with no lactaid so I shit 15+ times a day and was losing weight because of how much i shit and they accused me of purging (I have ARFID ð)
When I got in trouble because I stood up to read the clock ð
When they banned YouTube because we kept getting halotop ads on the TV ðð
When they banned fantasy books because they were "unrealistic" and "not supportive of eating disorder recovery"
When they banned puzzles because someone's dad bought them a puzzle with a cereal box on it
When I got in trouble for sneaking away during an outing with my friend for reading Cowboy erotica out loud in the goodwill book section ðð
When I had to vacuum the whole unit because the staff wouldn't (it hadn't been vacuumed in 4 months)