I just went scorched earth

Hey everyone, I don’t even know why it happened. My dad sent me a weird generic Christmas greeting that basically said “we wish you peace and joy” and I just lost it. I haven’t spoken to them since the summer when my mom tried to covertly baptize my son. After a life of abuse I just let my dad have it via text. About how he let mom abuse me and my sister, how he looked the other way when my uncle’s friends gang raped my sister and my Mom told me it was because my sister was a Slut. When she was 14!! How I have complex ptsd from my trauma. I’ve lived on my own since I was 17 (45 now) but my mom thinks it was because I have always been “difficult” not because of anything she’s done. I let it all out. He, of course, hasn’t responded. He’s a sheet of paper hanging on the wall kind of a person. He barely exists. It’s easier to unload on him, the enabler, than the tyrannical beast that is my mother. I feel both liberated and terrified. Not of anything in particular. But I think I have just sealed the estrangement. Merry fucking Christmas lol