I miss my mom.

My mom and I have been fighting for the last three months. I have set numerous boundaries and have asked her to only contact me when she is ready to have a sit down conversation and has started addressing her emotions and trauma. My mom and I used to be close and she was someone I could confide in and I enjoyed being around her. However the past few years something changed ( me growing up and healing my own trauma in therapy) and ever since, it’s been surface level and distant between us. Lately, I’ve really been missing her. I miss her hugs and talking to her. I know that this distance between us is for the best right now but the grief of being estranged is heavy at the moment.