Self surrendering in the morning.. drop some wisdom

Background for context: I went to jail, got out on drug court , violated and went back for a little week and a half sanction, got sent to a 30 day program, didn’t show up to IOP , locked me up again for a little over a month. Told me they were bringing me to a SIX MONTH PROGRAM?! No. Nope. No

So they bring me in shackles , leave, and I dipped out . That was like a week and a half ago

So I’m self surrendering tomorrow and going to terminate drug court . I have a 18 month sentence, so I can hope to parole after 6 months and I have about 4 in already

Makes sense to me, go back for a couple months and leave on parole for the rest of the sentence time, then be FREE not a six month fcking program and then 4 more years of drug court

Fck that

I’m looking for any nuggets of wisdom to help me In whatever and all ways. All input is appreciated

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