I named him Rex

I named him Rex He came into this world only 8 months ago but was full of more life than I’ll ever know. Rex was a male kitten born to a feral stray. I would watch feed Rex every day. Over time I noticed several things that drew me close to Rex; things which also made me sad. Rex didn’t have any other cats or kittens to play with and his mother was unusually mean to him, but everytime I would see Rex he would be enjoying his time alone, playing in the grass or jumping up in excitement to see me come with fresh water and food. As time drew by I wanted to adopt Rex and give him a loving home, but as a feral, Rex was very timid and wouldn’t let me get too close to him. I continued to feed and care for Rex only hoping one day to take him and give him a life. Winter got closer and I knew I needed to do something to keep Rex warm so I made a bunch of shelter totes with insulation and straw to help shelter some of the strays from the cold. Rex grew fond of one of the tote shelters and would sleep in it every night. Anytime I would be outside Rex would happily greet me with anticipation for food and some company. I felt bad for Rex that he had no one to love him and was pretty much abandon by his own mother. These factors increased my love Rex and made my duties to take care of him not a burden at all but a joyful experience. Two days recently passed where I hadn’t seen Rex. I grew increasingly worried tonight and decided to check his tote. When I stuck my hand into Rex’s tote I finally got to pet Rex’s soft fur and was heartbroken to learn that Rex had died. I was torn apart and lost it after finding out Rex had died to such cruel and unforgiving conditions; and ultimately mad at myself for not trapping him to adopt him. I’m writing this now because I have to put a few words into the universe for such a loving creature that was able to find joy being alone in such a cruel world that if I don’t say something for him it will be like all his love and kindness was never known to anyone and that he never existed. I will never forget you Rex, and the impact you had on me will never fade away.

So one last goodbye to my little friend who gave me joy over the last 8 months.

I love you little dude 🐱