A stupid thing healthy people never have to think about…

The toilet is NOT the ideal height to minimize difficulty with vomiting. What I mean, is if I could just lean forward against the sink, I’m at the PERFECT height just effortlessly have things come up and clear out. But no…can’t do that or it will block the sink. So then I bend over the toilet but then it kind of compresses my stomach and food gets caught in my throat. (Always wonderful worrying that you are going to choke on your own vomit isn’t it?)

I hate hate my period. I was just starting up FINALLY see some progress and hope after a three month flare and my motherf*cking period has to come and get me in another flare. Just hoping I can ride out the next four days and then start getting better again..