What the hell, NSF GRFP???

So I didn't get the GRFP. That's totally fine. I'm sure the reviewers had issues with my application somehow, as I'm only a second year grad student and I wasn't super confident in it anyway.

Well, I downloaded my reviewers comments today. ALL "excellent" marks and one "very good" mark. So that's 5 "excellents" and 1 "very good" from my three reviewers. I'm just sooooo fucking bummed out and confused. I know it's kind of a crap shoot, but jesus. What the fuuuuuck.