Been over 10-15 matches since I've been able to complete a missions, it's so disheartening man

It is beyond demoralizing to gain a heaping total of zero progress the past 3 fucking days, every match is a disconnect, I'm so fucking tired of it man. It shouldn't get to me like this at this point, but after living my whole life with frontier (got upgraded from downloads in the 100's of kilobits (if that's the word) during covid, still awful).