I feel like I look musty all the time

I look musty, unkept and not put together. Of course, it's partly my fault but there's also factors out of my control as well.

I have curly hair that gets frizzy easily and I can't really help it. I use products and my hair look good for maybe a day but then it gets messed up. I don't like how I look with straight hair and it's not even an option for me because I live in an area with high humidity.

I have acne and I've tried to get rid of it for so many years but it just won't go away. It's nothing terrible but it's still noticeable. I tend to avoid wearing skin makeup because I don't want to make it worse.

I'm short so nothing looks good on me or fits properly. I don't have the possibility to tailor all my clothes nor the budget. As a result, I don't really dress well, and fashion inspo doesn't help me in the slightest because I already know I won't find clothes like that will fit me.

I want to look pretty and put together like any other young women around me. I feel like I'm failing at being a girl. I don't like removing makeup, so I tend to avoid it, and no matter how strong my desire to look pretty is, I can't motivate myself to get out of the bed or wake up earlier to do my makeup. I want to wear jewelry and accessories too but I don't have enough money to buy good quality ones. When I was younger, I thought I'll eventually grow out of it and become more feminine, but that doesn't seem to be the case. Does anyone have tips to look more put up and tidy? And maybe how to motivate myself to actually apply them?