Feeling terrible about advanced levels

I’m sitting CR, SBM and CS in November. I feel like absolute shite. Literally can’t concentrate when doing mocks cos they’re so long. Did the SBM mock from my tuition provider and it was so hard I ended submitting it half finished. Every SBM question I look at is completely different and it’s so disheartening.

For CR I understand the content somewhat but when it’s all combined in a question e.g consolidation of a foreign sub with adjustments, my mind just goes blank.

I think case will be fine as I have the ACA masters AI analysis but even then what a fucking boring exam.

I guess this is just a rant really, hating my life (I despise my audit job too but that’s another story) atm and I can’t wait for these exams to be over. But at the same time worrying that I’ll fail and have to do it all over again in July :((