Anyone else have extremely low Anti-Mullerian Hormone (AMH)?

My test came back last night and I’m floored. 37 soon to be 38 and I’m .205

I feel sick, I feel sad, I feel disappointed. Long story short, I never had regular periods and when I did have one I had excessive bleeding so I’ve been on birth control for 22 years for the most part.

I ended up have my left ovary removed but the dr assured me it wasn’t a big deal, that I shouldn’t worry. Well that’s turned out to be a crock of shit.

I only asked for THIS test because I started using ovulation tracking and a person mentioned it there.

I feel utterly hopeless.