made my dad cum while cuddling

i wrote this two days ago, but i wasn’t able to post it, here it goes:

for a bit of background; my parents are divorced and for reasons i don’t care to explain i never had a good relationship with my mother, my dad however loves me and treats me like her little princess (as he should), so, when i turned 18 and my dad asked me what i wanted as my gift i asked if i could go live with him. he has always been open to the idea but he hates any type of conflict with my mother, but against all odds my mother accepted it, i guess she liked the idea of getting rid of me.

now, it’s been like 8 months and my dad and i have been living together since, its a small 2 bedroom apartment, and we often watch movies in his bedroom since we don’t really have a living room, my dad also has a lot of free time.

so today, as usual, when i heard he finished with his meetings i went to ask him if he wanted to watch a movie with me, he accepted so we got in bed and about halfway through the movie i fell asleep (a common occurrence), and, this might sound a bit random but i promise it’s important: i had a weird dream, i was in the woods and i was running from something, it eventually got to me and grabbed me from behind, it was my dad, and said “it’s fine, it’s me”, but i felt very hot and he was too close to me, and for some reason i looked down and noted he was about to put his dick inside me (i had a skirt and he was naked from his waist down), and before i could even say anything he did it and i felt like i was going to explode and melt at the same time. it all happened too fast and i woke up almost immediately, i was drenched in sweat and my panties were also drenched. my dad wasn’t there anymore and the tv was off.

i took the decision to go to my room, but.. i knew my dad was going to be in his desk (which is outside the room) so i was trying to be stealthy (idk why? i felt guilt in my mind), and this is where it all started to go downhill. i peeked out the room and i could see my dad was watching porn, my heart sank and i almost collapsed there, literally. my mind started flooding with thoughts of my dad.

note that, i’ve had a boyfriend before but i’ve never had sex nor anything close to it. at the time, i was wearing an oversized t shirt and sweatpants, so i decided to remove my pants (i was hot) and i got under the sheets again and called “daad?” (faking a groggy voice), a couple seconds passed and my dad responded from his desk, “yes baby??” “can you come please?” i waited for a couple seconds which felt like a couple hours and he entered the room a little shaken, he said: “what’s wrong? are you not feeling well?” “i had a nightmare, could you stay with me please?” my voice was shaky (for the wrong reasons) but that helped my case, and it was technically not a lie since it actually felt like a nightmare.

my dad and i cuddle often but i’ve never asked for it like this, we just hug and fall asleep together, innocent naps, he removed his housecoat so he was just in boxers and a tshirt and got in bed with me, he said some cute words to me but all i could think about was the fact that he was so close to me, his skin was making me feel warmer, i got into little spoon position and he hesitated to hug me for a bit (maybe he was still hard? i interrupted him after all), i put up a bratty act and forcibly closed the distance between him and me, i could feel all his warmth now, and it was making me feel like crazy, i could smell him and it felt like never before, and after a some seconds i felt a little poke in my thigh, it was obvious it was his dick since he shifted a bit back after that.

i ignored it. but i started shifting more and more, as if i was uncomfortable, i wanted to try and feel it again, in my mind i thought “just once more and ill actually try to sleep”, but i felt myself getting wetter and i was also nervous my dad would be able to hear my heartbeat since it was all i could hear myself. fortunately, i was able to leave my thigh in a position where i was touching his dick. it was a unique experience, it felt a bit extra warm, and it felt hard, my dad didn’t make an effort to move it this time and i started hearing his breathing now. i thought “maybe we are thinking similar things now”, i wanted to communicate with him and the first thing that came to mind was putting his hand near my chest so he could feel my heart, so i took his hand (previously in the bed, in front of me) and hugged it. now, i don’t wear a bra at home so he was also able to feel my boobs. he did not make a move and his hand staid still, but shortly after that i started feeling something wet in my thigh. i moved my leg a bit up and down, trying to make him feel good, but he started moving away from me, and said something along the lines of: “wait baby, i’m not in the right mindset, i think we shouldn’t cuddle later, ok?” i wanted to cry, but i grabbed his hand and didn’t let him go, and i moved my head so i was facing him, i was face to face with him and we were like 2 cm away from each other and i said: “wait please, don’t go”

my voice was hasty and shaky and even my breath felt hot. now, my words might not sound very convincing but my dad spoils me like you have no idea; i also almost never go against anything he asks from me so he respects when i do. he stayed and hugged me harder, and i, seizing the moment, shifted a bit down so his dick could touch my butt instead of my thigh. it worked as a charm and i got to feel it, i felt like such a villain, and all i could think about was dick inside me, i wanted him to make me melt like in my dream, and i wanted him to fill me with his hot cum. my dad moved his hand as if hoovering my boob and i grabbed it hastily so that he could feel it fully, i have small boobs but my nipples felt so hard that they hurt, i’ve been moving up and down almost rhythmically, hoping my dad takes some initiative, i knew he was conflicted but i wanted to keep him there, to my surprise he started moving a bit as well, his movements were slow but they were very precise, i could feel the outline of his dick in my butt. i sneakily lowered my panties and moved my dad’s hand from my boob to my now naked hip.

he left it there for a second but then started caressing me slowly from thigh to waist, at that moment he told me that he loved me, and gave me a kiss on the head, and i know this might be too cheesy but i really love my dad and that meant a lot to me, i told him “love you too daddy” (and i never call my dad daddy), i really felt very close to him and i told him “i feel like i’m melting, i want to be even closer to you”, he didn’t say anything but he hugged me harder, i took a leap of faith and separated my butt from his dick for a moment and moved my hand back to try to touch his dick, i found the outline of it, still in his boxers, his boxers were wet as hell, and as soon as i got to it i grabbed it firmly and my dad let go something akin to a groan, but he said: “love, let’s not do this” we both paused for a second but neither of us moved apart he then said something like: “i don’t want anything to happen that could make us grow apart” i said: “i promise it won’t daddy, please just stay, i promise it’s fine” he stayed and i got so happy i shifted my head back again and immediately kissed my dads lips, i felt my a million butterflies in my stomach.

my hand was still in my dads dick so i tried lowering his boxers a little bit to take it out, i couldn’t but he helped me and it sprung towards my thigh. it felt so hard, hot, and sticky, i didn’t know what to do at that point and i wanted him to fuck me, i “masturbated him” a bit without much success because of my position and inexperience so i decided to put it between my thighs and get back to spooning, it slid in between with ease because i was a wet mess, i could see the tip of his dick from my pov just below my pussy, i was so nervous and my heart was about to come out from my mouth but now my dad took initiative, he he hugged me hard and started thrusting back and forth. i froze.

he was being gentle but still using so much force that it felt very overpowering, i was melting, his dick was just outside my pussy and it was touching my clit with every thrust, it was so hot and i couldn’t do anything about it, i just stayed put and enjoyed every second, after a couple seconds i felt myself grow hotter and hotter and had an orgasm, i moaned as quietly as i could and not long after my dad gave a hard and long thrust, and i felt a hot liquid started running in my thighs, it was over. he kept hugging me for a bit and then said that he was going to bring some napkins, i was literally shaking, i felt so tired and scared for some reason.

he got me a napkin and i cleaned myself a bit and said to him that i was going to take a shower and that i loved him, he said i love you as well and i got up and took a shower. after some minutes i calmed myself down, and now i’m in my room writing this. i don’t know what to do, i don’t regret it, but i feel very guilty. i wanted to talk to someone about it but i can’t tell anyone, now here i am.