Why do I become extremely motivated and productive when drunk?
When I'm drunk I'm not only more confident and happy, but I also become weirdly productive and motivated.
Whereas when I'm sober I am so lazy and only want to consume media and entertainment.
But when I'm drinking I'm motivated to do something every second. Right when I leave my friends after a night of drinking I start pondering life and think of ways to improve myself. I begin writing in my notes plans goals and stuff, just thinking up ways to become a better person for myself and others.
I also feel a sense of psychedelic-esque euphoria at how cool and beautiful life is and why I should be making something out of it.
All these feelings disappear when I sober up.
Is this normal? I've never heard of anyone being more productive while under the influence. I wish my drunk personality was my baseline sober personality. Is there any way I can do this?