We finally broke up.(update)

In my previous post, I was caught up in a dialema between letting go of a really decent woman or give her what she wanted (children). With the current position I am at in life, I think it was best to part ways. It's been two week but man, it's hard to get used not seeing her or talking to her.

But I guess it gets better with time. We broke up over the phone at sunset, which I somehow found it to be kinda symbolic to me I guess. My question is, How do I make this transition more bearable? Because this thing stings like one nasty bee.