I've cried so much this year

20M. On April I remember a time when I was doing exams a close friend died. Had to postpone my exams. On June a relative passed. July had family issues to a point I cried. September friend committed suicide. November another friend committed suicide. December my hard earned 140k laptop from my savings laptop is now stolen. But still thank God for the far he has brought me. I can relate to what happened to Job but I'll fight to the end.