Just me venting my problems.

Hello,

I am a cs graduate from amrita after my degree and working for 1 year in tamilnadu ,i decided to resign to find a job in Cochin,during my job search my father suggested me to study data science and it felt like a good idea and started doing a course and after some months my father got a stroke and he passed away.Now i have completed the data science course (march 2024) thats when my life turned to hell i struggled in job search and i couldn't find a job in the it field, i had to to take non tech part time job to avoid career gap and i continued my job search parallely but i still can't find anything.i am not getting any interviews even after changing my resume to ats friendly format, i am anxious that i want get any good job ever.its been almost a year since i did the course.I have mental health problems like anxiety and depression and my mom is unable help me ,she gives stupid advice.I am trying to stay sane and strong. Honestly its hard i am having thoughts of suicide which i am fighting.

Thats all.