7-hydroxymitragynine addiction

Well I've been going down the Kratom "Rabbit Hole" so to speak for over a year now. Which wasn't all that extreme. I started it because someone told me it would help with my blood pressure. Which a red strain would and my pressure was great. However a few months ago I was looking for a kratom extract shot. By now I've grown somewhat dependent on it. I was in another city for work and the vape store I stopped by was advertising kratom but once I got inside they only had 2 items. 1000 grams of powder or opia 7-hydroxymitragynine tablets. The clerk told me that this was similar to the extract shots and they're a good seller. So I tried it. A half one at first Which didn't do anything. So I took 2 whole ones the next day which was something like 40mg. I felt great! I have a past addiction with opiates which I'm going on a decade clean from heroin or any other drug dependency. But with this it was almost a reminder of that feeling without being over bearing. I had energy, I wasn't in pain and my kratom urge was satisfied. So I started taking these tabs along side some encapsulates powder kratom. Which was maybe 30mg a day. Well a few weeks later I injured my back. Which 7-hydroxymitragynine would really help my pain at 30-45mg a dose. Well after about a month now I'm completely dependent. I found myself spending 100s everyday, taking about 150mg of 7-hydroxymitragynine daily. Even going to the pawn shop to get some more which I haven't done in nearly a decade for anything. I'm trapped! I get it under control for a second then one day I'll take 60mg for one dose and redose 30mg every 2-3 hrs. 7-hydroxymitragynine is not a joke. I never read the back warming of the box but it does say that frequent use may spawn addiction. A little late to read the disclaimer. Even when I take just kratom it doesn't satisfy that urge. Im probably going to have to take suboxone to get off this stuff cuz I can't afford to keep taking it. I try to ween down and I do a good job for a few days. Then it regressed. Like I need to get the levels back up. Kratom addiction isn't a joke and I'm scared. At the least on heroin there's a plan to get off that. With this. Nobody even knows the toxicity levels which I'm terrified I won't wake up sometimes.