Am I too ugly to find a girlfriend?

Lately my self esteem is really low. 🥲 Do you guys think I am too ugly to find a girlfriend? I am starting to lose hope 😞 nobody seems to like me. living in Italy it’s kind of hard it feels like there is no other queer people around and when your’re not that attractive your chances to find love are close to zero 🥲 what do you guys think I could do to look better? Or maybe just to not hate myself that much? Would you suggest a way too meet people? I need queer friends too 🥲